Thursday, July 30, 2009

tired tired.. but still.
looking forward to tml though..
cos its friday!!!:D
love friday(: hate monday.. bleah.
seriously lagging behind in studies.
oh well.. =X

damm it. phone officially spoilt):
contacts? all gone. sian.

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10:48 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

Alrights. about 3 more hours before the end of the day.
gosh. time flies.

studied for 6 hours yesterday.
it was totally unbelievable.
to think i spent my sunday on studying..
haha.
anyways. thanks yh for studying with me(:

Monday blues.. couldn't wake up on time today.
lazy to be exact.=X
woke up in the middle of the night.
then couldn't get to sleep):
and just when i reached my dreamland,
it was time for me to wake up alr):

anyways. school was as usual.
meeting after school.
homed, bathed, TIRED! and 'sicky'):

haven done my econs yet.
gosh. i think i should go sleep first.
then wake up early tml.
since i don't have the mood for econs now.
maths test tml. studied one chapter nia.=X
heck.

i shall not be late for lesson tml!!!
everyone's reminding me not to be late..
yea yea. i'll try my best not to.

somehow, its hard not to be late for skl,
considering the number of times i pon school
during my secondary school days.=X
right vanessa? XP

darling darling, you rock!
thanks so much for the present!
its super duper ultra nice!!
love it love it:D
i miss you so much!
we shall meet up soon alrightss.
i'll definitely make time for you girl(:

thats all.

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9:49 PM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Doubt anyone will read my blog.
since only 2 people know??
My life, feels so shity.
Seriously, i never thought that this will happen to me..
Its has been 1 months alr?
and dad's not doing anything.
he don't have the power to do anything i guess. or should i say he's just a selfish coward.


now that jie also don't want to care.
i need to think twice before telling her what happen..
i don't want to care also.
but it just seems totally impossible for me not to think or care about it.

its hard keeping everything to myself.
really hard.
but i don't want anyone to know.
my heart hurts.
feels empty..
feel like stabbing myself.
don't have the courage though.
will things change for the better if i die?

why is daddy such a lousy guy.
why is daddy so SELFISH.
why is daddy so disgusting.
why is daddy so irritating.
why is daddy so stupid.
why doesn't daddy learn his mistake.
why is daddy so useless.
mummy keep telling me not to follow her footsteps................

i'm scared that the worse would happen.
having nightmares everynight..

thought of staying at hm's macs the whole night yesterday.
but then it was super noisy..
can't think of anywhere to go..
so came home to sleep.

always remind myself that God never give me stuff that i myself can't handle.
but i don't understand why God wants this to happen.
will this ever make me a stronger little girl?!?
aren't i strong enough for the world..

but i guess i gotta thanks God for my healthy-but-not-so-healthy body..
at least i'm more fortunate than the other poor kids in other country(:

anyways. pretend you didn't read this if you have read yeah. and don't tell anyone else. and and.. don't let me know you read this too. Xp thanks a lot(:

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12:13 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

oh man.
i've been waking up late these days):
mummy said she called me many many times,
but i didn't hear her voice at all.=X

i must be very tired i guess.. XP
woke up late for stats lecture today..
wanted to cab down,
but not a single cab was at the taxi stand.
somemore super long queue..
so gave up and missed stats lecture...

hmm.. must start mugging alr..
though 1 month seems so far away..
i bet i can't finish studying also..
even if i start now.=X

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6:02 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

alrights. time to blog againnn..
after 3 days?!
school's as usual.
nth much to talk about.

woke up late on monday and today..
how pig and lazy can i get =X
but i just seems to get up on time these days):
damm.. dunno why..
life's bad i guess..
just don't want to wake up and from my sleep at all.
oh whatever..

yay.. got myself a new earpiece today!!
cos my old one spoilt):
sian.. need to spend $$ on earpiece
(which i thought its a necessity more than a want. Xp).
but its ok. i got myself a yellow one:D
yay.

everyone's chionging for mst.
and me..
planning to do last minute studying..
which is like a comfirm fail thing............................
forget it. i'll never do well in it..

thats all.

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11:09 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Afterall, i didn't break my promise..
promised someone that i'll 'revive' my blog again..
and TADA.. here's my blog(:
somehow i managed to get back the same blog add!
which is good and bad, for whatever reasonss..
nth much to blog about though..
skl's tml.. practically did nth during the weekendss..
can't stop playing fb when sis is at homee...
but its super fun playing with her:)
almost lost my voice =X

church today..went shopping after that...
TIME TO GO ON A DIET!!
i'm so gonna lose weight!!! somehow... i must...
not more fried food?!?! i'll try =S
lazy to go jogging... can't help it):
will only go jog if melissa's free!!(:
but she seems stress these dayss...
nvm.. there's other way to lose weight yeah.
go ade!:)

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9:57 PM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

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2:13 AM