Tuesday, October 31, 2006
bright green!!haiz... such a tiring day today... woke up at 9 today... met cindy they all al the traffic light and went to skl together.. saw the ma'ams marching away... so we never greet... so met the rest at the canteen.. grace, kong rui and josephine was late i think...anyway. got scolded by ma'am for not greeting them in the morning. At bout 10.30, all of us went to the stuff room to find ms lee.. but she never come out.. so we all thought she forgot about the lecture. so we went down to the kitchen, but she's not there, so we went back to the stuff room and look for mr pang. went mr pang is walking out, ms lee was behind mr pang. so when mr pang came out, then we told him nth alr you can go back in, we wanted to look for ms lee. hahahso had our lecture in the kitchen... had to do 3 months project. so our squad was divided into 3. iris, patricia, penny and josephine is in my group.. had to find solutions for the problems we had in skl.. and we have to carry out our plans when skl reopens.. thought that it will be damm malu lah...haha... anways... my group meet up tml to do the project.. however patricia not free...had lunch at rivervale mall after that.. then reached back skl at 1.10 for training.. had to prepare for sec1 orientation. i was in the mini show...played with the riffle.. so scared i drop... if drop then one time then must do dunno 10 or 20 push ups... thats so scary... but luckily, i didn;t drop. phew.. got so many steps to remember... and now the steps are slowly getting out of my head... gonna die on the next training man... which is on thursday.. i can't stop laughing when melissa ma'am ask us to practice at home using an umbrella... hahahah... so lame lah... and of course.. damm malu... wad practising in the dance room, then got a big mirror... ma'am tell us to practice the steps in front of the mirror and look at how retarded we are.. haha... i didn't look... can't be bother..anyways... went cp with juliana, grace, cindy and zhi min.. had our dinner at kfc [grace favourite place]... zhi min said something sick.. then we was like laughing damm loudly and almost everyone is looking at us.. we had just realised that kfc is a place where juniors, squadmates and ma'ams like to hang go... hahah... after training, sec1 juniors, sec2 squadmates, sec3 ma'ams, and even sec4 ma'am was found at cp kfc having dinner... haha... anyways... my eyes now is alr half close... shall go sleep now... tml still needa go skl... haiz... gd night.. cya... loves...
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
colourful colours...
hmm.. its seemed that i have not been posting for a very long time... the reasons why i didnt post its because
-i dunno wad to post...
-dad took the laptop cos his got virus..
-to lazy to post....
-busy reading ppl's blog...
-wanted to tell everybody my feelings for 2 faith... but do not have the courage cos i know that i will cry when typing....
but you know wad... i have decided to post about it now... cos i know that if i dun post. i will not be able to tell everybody in 2 faith how i feel from the beginning of this year until now...
on my way to skl on the first day of skl this year... i was praying hard that i will get into a class which i like. where all my sec 1 friends will be. ppl like vanessa, karissa, beatrice, grace choo, sharleen, deannah, evelyn, jaslyn and elizabeth. when the form teacher was calling out the names of pupils in their class i was not as nervous as my other friends... cos if my names was not the first or second name called out.. means i will not be in that class.... then they were calling out the names of pupils in 2e, i know deannah will not be in the same class as me cos deannah is a sports student... anyways.. when my name was called... i stood up and went to the place i suppose to go.... when i was walking... i was hoping that my buddy will be someone i know. it was bernadette.. i dunno who she was... cos i never heard or seen her before... so i was hoping that i will know the 3rd person in my class. but you know wad... i also dunno her... it was evangeline. anyway.. i was relieved when i heard vanessa's and karissa's name called.... soon i realised that beatrice, grace, sharleen, evelyn, jaslyn and elizabeth was not in my class...after knowing who was in my class..i felt sad... and i dun want to be in 2 faith. was unhappy for the next few days... thinking of whether i should ask to transfer class. thinking that if i did not ask, i will not even be able to know if i was able to transfer class.. i told myself that i dun mind transfering to 2h. i just want to get out of 2 faith. if i ask, at least i would have a 50/50 chance for transfering. as i dun know the hell was mrs lim at first. so i went to ask ms koh... she told me lot of things.. all the pros and cons of being in 2 faith. she told me that the possibility that i will be able to transfer is very low... and she advise me to stay in 2 faith. at first i didn't want. but after the days past... i decided to stay in 2 faith cos i wanna know more about 2 faith and i feel the warmth and love ppl in 2 faith has given me. they help me when i need help. so yah... ms koh has help me a lot... if not i will maybe not be in this class and will not have the chance of knowing all the ppl in 2 faith.
anyways. soon fews girls came into our class... and my new buddy was swee choo... so happy to know her.. this year. i was hoping that it will be a better year for me than last year. last year was quite a bad year. a year that i cried the most... friendships problems. anyways. let me continue. soon we had sec 2 camps... when the whole class was all cramp together in a room, i feel like we are a family... a very big family. we laugh and play together. sing elmo song. i really enjoyed myself and i feel very blessed to be in 2 faith. i cried during the campfire, cos i feel the importance of friendship. friendships really mean a lot to me.
going to skl practically everyday was wad i want most this year.cos i really enjoyed myself in skl with all my friends. i looked forward to skl everyday. althought some lessons was damm boring, all of us perserved through the whole lesson.. we studied hard and played hard too... though some of us was not very enthu, but i am still happy that they are in 2 faith, without them is like losing a piece of jigsaw from a big picture. i really enjoyed that times we had in skl. joking, laughing, making fun of teachers......... still remember there was once our class did badly for maths.. think its mid year. it was the first time of this year where so many ppl from our class cried. i wanted to cry too.. but i tried to control. cos i did better then some of them so i think i should not cry cos others did worse then me. so i went around comforting ppl.... some of them feel sad for the others in 2 faith so they also cried too... from then, i feel that our hearts really connects. we not even study and play together, we also cried for each other. thats make me feel that our class was bonded. this is the only class that i have so much feelings for. as time passes by, our feelings for each other grew. 2 faith now its alr part of my life. on the last week of skl, i was hoping that it will pass by slowly. from then i realised how much 2 faith meant to me.
soemtimes i really feel that i rather be a stone and have no feelings, so that when all my closes friends leaving me... i wun feel hurt and lonely. sometimes i really feel like breaking down..
have some msg for some of you...=D2 faith: this year have been a great year of me. in 2 faith, i dun feel left out. when i need help, someone from 2 faith will always be there for me. when the last day of skl was coming near, i realised that without 2 faith, i will be very lonely. like a girl in a big field. a field that has no end.. no matter how far i walk, i will never be able to reach the end. and on that field, there was only one lonely girl, me. i would like to thank everyone from 2 faith for brightening up the days... when i'm sad, 2 faith will always be there for me. i will never forget the days and memories i had in 2 faith. 2 faith rocks my life!=D
rachael: hey.. thanks a lot for the ppt you have prepared for us. i really appreciate it. at the beginning of the year, when i know that you are in my class, i was like oh no... cos there will be a bookworm in my class, and i thought that you are that kind who always study and study. as time goes by, you are still that kind who always study and study.. haha.. but you were also a close friends of mine who treasures her friends. when i'm sad, you will always be there to comfort me..when i need help in my work, you will always be the first person in my mind who i can ask for help.. i really want to thank you for comforting and being there for me on the day when we know the number of subjects we gonna take. on the days after our exams, we had lots of fun in skl. you really brightens up my days. from the time when you told me that you were gonna to transfer skl, i told myself that i should make you happy and let you bring along the happy memories we had together. i really hope i could hold tightly to you and never let you go. i will really miss you... miss your laughter, your jokes, and of course, your pressence. really hope you could stay in sjc.. and no matter wad. i will remember the happy time we had spent together... love ya lots...
vanessa jj: hello mummy... happy to be able to be your nu'er.. had been in the same class as you for 2 years... you have been a great mummy and friend to me and i will never be able to forget you for life. i'm very sorry for hurting you last year. and not toking to you for a very long time.. cos of some stupid reasons. come to think of it, i'm really very stupid not to tok to you. you are such a great friend that god has given me, and i have wasted the time god has given me to be with you. now that the second year with you has ended. and knowing that i will definitely not be in the same class as you next year, i will miss you. during these two years, you were always there for me.. when i'm sad, you will always share my sorrow with you. when i'm happy, you will always be there feeling happy for me too.. i really can't bear let you go. hoping that you will always be at my side. you always brightens up my day..you are a friend who i can tell all my feelings to. you are also a friend who cries when ppl harm themselves.. i misses you, your laugher, you lame jokes, your company and many more.. i will also remember the time we had spent together... love ya lots...
karissa: hey... had been in the same class as you for 2 year.. last year i dun really know you.. i dun really tok to you... but this year, yu besame my close friend! enjoyed the time we had spent together. loves hearing you saying 'huh' in maths lessons... you never fails to said it in ms koh's maths lessons... hahah... me and vanessa will always laugh at you when you say it... you had been a great friend to me this year. always there for me.. i always borrow tissue from you... oh ya... and always drink your water too... so sad next year will not be in the same class as you.. but i will always remeber and miss you... love ya lots!=D
priscilia: yo grandma... happy to be able to be your grand daughter... hope you wun forget me... and i will always rememebr you... likes to go recess with you... oh ya.. and sit with you in the hall.. cos you will always complaint.. hahaha... then you will 'wa lao' here 'walao' there... ahhaha... anyways... thanks for your shoulder on the day we knew the number of sub we gonna take..haha... hope to be in the same class as you next year...=D love ya lots!
gen: hello gen.. next year we will not be in the same class alr... gonna miss you... will miss you company before assembly and during recess... ahhaha... though we will not be in the same class, i'm sure that we will be going out someday together... love ya lots!vanessa goh: hello... at the beginning of the year you were a very quiet girl... dun really tok to you... cos dunno you well... get to know you after that..through gen... and your drawing is so damm nice... and thanks for designing 2 faith's class t-shirt... it was only after me and vanessa plead you for a long time before you could agree to help us design 2 faith's class shirt... :) anways... dun be so sry that you cannot take art next year. i'm sure there will be a way... ms alvina wun want to lose a great artist like you... dun worry...you will be able to appeal on 1 nov... you still got chance... dun give up...=D love ay lots!sharmaine: hello big bully... called you big bully cos you always like to bully me.. never fails to hear your voice in class..haahh...you really brightens up my day...thanks a lot... for all you have done for me... and i will never forget you... my big bully!! love ya lots...
teresa: hey bully... you are the second bully who always like to bully me... dunno why you all always like to bully me.. i so nice to bully meh... anyways... thanks for everything you have done for me... love ya lots!bully.
swee choo: buddy... thanks for always being there for me...you always entertain me during english class... cos i was always falling asleep... miss the time we had spent together... the laughter and fun.... will always remember you... love ya lots!grace: hello squadmate... didn't expect you to cry on the last day of skl in the class room when rachael show us the ppt... so sad we will not be in the same class next year.... but i will always remember you... anyways... we going to have trainings together still..=D love ya lots...marcelle: helo.. grandpa.. so happy to be able to be your grand daughter... anyways... i will miss you... will always remember you too... love ya lots!shi han: hello...you have been such a great monitress this year and i will miss you... your lame jokes, your laughter, and your sick mind.. =p anways... thanks for your geog notes the other time... love ya lots...
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Monday, October 23, 2006
haizz... bad news.... my sis called da skl but mrs elan alr not there... so in the end she called ms koh... and you know wad... i had to wait until 6 november before i can appeal!!!!!!!!!!!! so damm irritating...... i will die!!! you know how izzit for me to survive through my weekends.... and now i gotta wait until december.... oh pls.........can i just die..............
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purple....=DDDhaiz... today morning in skl so sian... had talk for the whole day.... sianzz..... anyway... was not in a gd mood during the whole talk.... dunno why... vanessa: so sry... if i had made you angry... i changed place because the chair gonna break anytime... after recess when we went back into the ava room right... i felt stuffy so wanted to go out.... asked you if you wanna go out not... then you say dun want.... after that you came out... but i dunno what to tok to you about so never talk... didn't know you was angry with me until beatrice came and both of you walk away.... then rachael told me maybe because of me.... wanted to go ask you izzit because of me and wanted to say sry... dun really dare to go and talk to you though.... but decided to go towards you with sharleen... but just when i wanted to talk... someppl just ask dun tok to you or dun come so close to you or whatsoever.... anyways.... tried to talk to you during the talk... was so scared that you will just ignore me... hahaha.. but you didn't....=Dafter skl had lunch with vanessa...we ate some hotplate thingy... hahaha... so damm hot.... almost burnt my tongue....hahha... and vanessa finish her hotplate faster then me!!! so unfair....ahahah... anyways... had basketball match after that... me and vanessa plan to just sit there and cheer... hahaha... but in the end i played a little.... and its like so malu can... ppl throw the ball to me then i jump and stretch but you know what... i still can't reach for the ball... anyways... enjoying my air-con now... having blister.... but its not as serious as grace's one... heheh... shall stop here... wanna go see my show!!! cya.... =D
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blue blue and more blue....its monday now... can't wait to go skl.... haiz...but also scared to go and ask... but vanessa promise to go with me... maybe not promise... but will go with me... weekends for me is bad... very bad... cried everyday i suppose.... always must find something to do before i start thinking... so i spent my whole weekends at my grand ma hse.... watched tv the whole day.... when it is advertisment... i will just grab my book and started reading... dun even understand what i have read though... but who cares.. its can at least it prevents me from thinking about it... friday was a bad day for me... its the first time of this year that i cried in skl... thanks priscilia, rachael, vanessa, deannah, cara, karissa and dorothea for comforting me... anyways..had training after skl... haizz.... thanks vanessa for ya time on friday night too...=D
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
green for da day...phew.... feeling tired now... hahaha... yesterday had conference with vanessa and gen.... then got mixed up with the front and back of the train...hahah... anyways.... met rachael at cp... as usual... i was late... hahahh... saw sharmaine they all at the mrt.... gen was not at the bus stop when we went into the train..so waited for her at the hougang mrt station... then vanessa came into the train at koven.... me and gen was like the 'queen' for the day.. cos we are both late... hahah... went ps.... bought tickets and watched scoop.... priscilia was with us too... hahhhaa... after movie we went to take neoprints... hahaha.... then me and rachael went home....=D
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
RED!!!haiz... went skl wuite late today... somemore never study for d&t... ms koh pass me the solution..but you noe wad... i still dun understand... hahha... anyway... fiill in the blank for d&t was difficult.. maybe because i never study... but many ppl also say difficult...either they never study like me or it is really difficult..hahha.... then had art... skip that part man.,.. my art suck like hell... haiz.... anyway... same home after art exam.... that deannah so pok.... so many ppl saw.. even dorothea also saw.. hahaha... shall not say wad happen... anyways... now at home... want to study maths.. but everytime i open my book i wanna slp... is there a spell or something in my maths book!?!??! maybe.....hahhaha...shall stop here... cya... gd luck ppl for ya maths tml!!!=D
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
haiz...this week is such a long long week... hahaha... its only wednesday... haiz... anways... had chinese today...thought the first paper was paper 1.. but in the end was paper 2... so earlt morning rushing to study the han zi... was just staring at the word.. so nth gets into my head....hahha...at recess time... vanessa said the skl gonna end... about next next next week... which is like so damm fast.. this year is horrible... so fast end soon.. haiz/.. so sad... anyways... hads paper 1 after recess.. wrote more then wad i usually write.. hahaha... but dun think can get very high marks.. haha.. all cock... went cp with vanessa and gen after that.. forgot to go take my paper... made her find me like hell.. so sry... feeling bad,... anyways... tml is art!!! and d&t... ART!! gonna be embarrasing... we gonna do it in the hall!!!! which is bad... cos my art really like shit@@@ how...somemore i sit in front!!! how... can i just get 0.. i rather get 0!!! wanna cry le lah.. how... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... .... ... ... ... ... ... .... .... .... .... ..... ..... .... ..... ........... ........ ....... .......
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Friday, October 06, 2006
blur colour!!hmm..never go skl today... haha... thought could study... but kept sneezing... until my whole nose go red...hahha... anyways... its 8 o'clock now... hahah... study a little only!!! haiz... any anyways... gonna see show now..hahah.. relax a little... cya
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